When Cristy drowned into the crowd, I realized that I had to do something other than just stand there like an idiot.
What to do, what to do, what to do.... I thought that maybe if I find the steps up to the seats maybe I could keep an eye on her. Or maybe I could find Kelly and Sue-Ann.... That thought was discarded. I mean the second Sue-Ann walked though the door there was a crowd of guys with jerseys that called to her and dragged our Kelly/Barbie away. Being truthful, I wanted my doll back. I may not see Kelly a lot but I knew that she would never do this to me.
Well I should have seen this coming, I mean this is so Cristy leaving someone who she thinks will only slow her down.
While I had been thinking I was walking around making myself look like I was looking for someone, (Yeah I know I sound stupid but you were not there by yourself!). I heard,
"HEY ANNA!!" I turned, thankful that someone knew me, not caring who this person was as long as I didn't look stupid.
Shoot, I take that back...
Heather and Kerry were walking up to me though the crowd like they weren't even there. Seriously, everyone just moved out of their way.
I need to learn how to do that, I thought. Not that I go to parties or anything but really, that was better than getting ran over by these people. And I had a feeling that it would save a spill on my part.
Ok, Ok, Ok, what do I do? Stay here and talk to them? Or do I walk away like I don't know who in the hell called my name.... Well the second wasn't going to work 'cause they already knew that I saw/heard them. So I guess that means stay here and talk to them.
Ok, I knew that I sounded mean and like a jerk but I really didn't like them. I mean Heather was cool, we had known each other for forever, and Kerry was ok, but they both were really good at getting into stuff and I wasn't up for anything tonight. But they looked like they were under control. No red eyes, no bags that carried weed. Actually they looked really good, they were totally opposites. It looked really cool.
Heather was in all black, but not in a goth kinda way. More of a Ops-I-didn't-even-notice-but-hey-it's-cute-though-right? With really dark gray skinnys with a hole in the knee, a black torques shirt, and her black hair was down but you could totally tell there was a "Bump It" in her hair.
Kerry was in all white from her bleach blond hair to her neon white converse that went up to her knees, they looked a little out of place with her slutty white shorts that barely reached her thighs, and her white tank top that showed the tip of the lacy white bra that she was wearing.
Haha, it looks a little backwards. I thought dark was an evil seductive person, and the white was the angle. But I felt bad the moment I thought it. I didn't know what she was going though and I had no right to judge as I noticed that my own shirt had found it's was up my belly. I yanked it down.
"HEY!!" I yelled over the music that was freakishly loud and bothering.
I saw Heather pull out her phone.
Do you want to go up with us???
I nodded my head, I would totally hang out with them than look stupid, alone, and venerable. Kerry moved her head nodding toward the crowd when she turned, I took it as a sign to follow. If not, too bad.
I know that I cannot blame Cristy for all of my actions that night. I'm sure that she had nothing to do with everything that happened. But I do blame Heather and Kerry either. I knew what I was getting into. Maybe not then but later I did. And I had every chance to change the outcome, but I really wasn't thinking. That night, I apparently wasn't thinking at all. Other than the fact that I was all alone.
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