When Cristy drowned into the crowd, I realized that I had to do something other than just stand there like an idiot.
What to do, what to do, what to do.... I thought that maybe if I find the steps up to the seats maybe I could keep an eye on her. Or maybe I could find Kelly and Sue-Ann.... That thought was discarded. I mean the second Sue-Ann walked though the door there was a crowd of guys with jerseys that called to her and dragged our Kelly/Barbie away. Being truthful, I wanted my doll back. I may not see Kelly a lot but I knew that she would never do this to me.
Well I should have seen this coming, I mean this is so Cristy leaving someone who she thinks will only slow her down.
While I had been thinking I was walking around making myself look like I was looking for someone, (Yeah I know I sound stupid but you were not there by yourself!). I heard,
"HEY ANNA!!" I turned, thankful that someone knew me, not caring who this person was as long as I didn't look stupid.
Shoot, I take that back...
Heather and Kerry were walking up to me though the crowd like they weren't even there. Seriously, everyone just moved out of their way.
I need to learn how to do that, I thought. Not that I go to parties or anything but really, that was better than getting ran over by these people. And I had a feeling that it would save a spill on my part.
Ok, Ok, Ok, what do I do? Stay here and talk to them? Or do I walk away like I don't know who in the hell called my name.... Well the second wasn't going to work 'cause they already knew that I saw/heard them. So I guess that means stay here and talk to them.
Ok, I knew that I sounded mean and like a jerk but I really didn't like them. I mean Heather was cool, we had known each other for forever, and Kerry was ok, but they both were really good at getting into stuff and I wasn't up for anything tonight. But they looked like they were under control. No red eyes, no bags that carried weed. Actually they looked really good, they were totally opposites. It looked really cool.
Heather was in all black, but not in a goth kinda way. More of a Ops-I-didn't-even-notice-but-hey-it's-cute-though-right? With really dark gray skinnys with a hole in the knee, a black torques shirt, and her black hair was down but you could totally tell there was a "Bump It" in her hair.
Kerry was in all white from her bleach blond hair to her neon white converse that went up to her knees, they looked a little out of place with her slutty white shorts that barely reached her thighs, and her white tank top that showed the tip of the lacy white bra that she was wearing.
Haha, it looks a little backwards. I thought dark was an evil seductive person, and the white was the angle. But I felt bad the moment I thought it. I didn't know what she was going though and I had no right to judge as I noticed that my own shirt had found it's was up my belly. I yanked it down.
"HEY!!" I yelled over the music that was freakishly loud and bothering.
I saw Heather pull out her phone.
Do you want to go up with us???
I nodded my head, I would totally hang out with them than look stupid, alone, and venerable. Kerry moved her head nodding toward the crowd when she turned, I took it as a sign to follow. If not, too bad.
I know that I cannot blame Cristy for all of my actions that night. I'm sure that she had nothing to do with everything that happened. But I do blame Heather and Kerry either. I knew what I was getting into. Maybe not then but later I did. And I had every chance to change the outcome, but I really wasn't thinking. That night, I apparently wasn't thinking at all. Other than the fact that I was all alone.
Both me and Cristy knew that we were going to go anyway. Kelly was asking us to go. She never had time for her little sisters anymore; she had a life with her friends and boyfriend. But still we acted as if we were not sure.
"Where are you going?" I asked trying to keep my voice as if I might not go.
"Me and Sue-Ann are going to this concert/paintball thingy and I just thought that maybe you might want to go... but if you don't want to that's ok too."
Me and Cristy looked at each other then nodded our heads at the same time. I was tired of the house and I needed out and Cristy was always ready for an out.
"Ok, well we are going to be meeting Sue-Ann in about an hour so you two need to get ready."
I hopped in the shower and got ready in a record of time, well for me of course. I thought I did good taking my time into consideration. My hair was curled, I wore a light pink shirt that kind of bothered me because it kept moving up but that was ok, and a new pair of jeans that I hoped wouldn't make me too hot with the summer heat. But as always I looked at my beautiful sisters and the feeling of being decent vanished. Kelly was pulling off the I-could-really-care-less-what-I-look-like-right-now look better than I could even dream of doing myself. Cristy looked awesome as always with her I'll-not-only-cut-you-but-every-one-of-your-friends-if-you-get-to-close that did scare everyone who wanted her because they always asked me for her number.
Well whatever, I want to have some fun to night, I thought to myself.
We met up with Sue-Ann at Office then hopped in her car and drove off.
I had no clue what to expect, well I knew there would be no drinking, no drugs, nothing that bad if so Kelly wouldn't bring me. But still I had to wonder if I would have to stick up for one of my sister's tonight...
As we rode to the destination I realized how far out that we were going. This wasn't even near our hometown.
When we got there the place was packed, and I mean it. We could barely find a parking space three blocks away. Crazy. Well, the walk up there was just about as bad. The closer we got the louder and more crowed it was. When we got up to the doors I could hardly breath there were people that close to me. I knew no one, every face I saw was a new one. I kept searching for the stairs, there was less people up where the seats were..
"ANNA!!" I turned, looking for whoever said my name. Cristy was behind me giving me a look like "what the heck?"
"WHAT?" I asked wondering what she needed me for?
She lifted up her phone that way she didn't have to scream. The text said,
I'm going to scout, see if we know anyone... Stay over here or at least keep your phone on you k?
I nodded to make sure that I understood her.
That's when she turned and walked away, leaving me in the crowd. All alone, with no one to even talk to. Looking back I see that if she had only stayed with me I wouldn't have gotten in the stuff that I have. All the things that I regret are because of this moment. The one where she left me behind.
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